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my new blog..

http://silverygreens.blogspot.com/

So kamusta naman?!

Once a month aku naguupdate ng journal..nyahaha..

Anyway…

Eto na ang kwento ku!

March 07,2007

Dahil sa balita ni mam na ang finals namen for science is gonna be cover to cover ng book, we were forced to go again to that science quest exhibit, pay that entrance fee of P100 and after make a scrapbook (proof na nagpunta kme dun and alternative para sa finals namen sa science).

Dahm. Pangalawang punta na nmen un dun a. adik?!

Anyway. Kahit in between xa ng finals week namen, which started Last March 6, we still went to Coastal mall in Paranaque for that. Grabe, kahit na super nakakapagod, super saya din nman xa! Hehe. Anyway, two groups ng klase nmen ang nagpunta dun (ung iba they’re still gonna face that cover to cover final examination) hehe. Aun. All we did there was took lots and lots of pictures. Haha. anweiweird ng pose namen. Kakatawa talaga and parang nakakahiyang ilagay sa scrapbook. Haha. Paglabas namen dun ngarag na ngarag kme. Haggardness talaga! Aninet pa dun sa loob grabe!

Pag napost ku na sa multiply ung pics. Lalagay koh ung add dito. Hehe. Anyway.

here it is.. www.yummycharys.multiply.com/photos/album/7

After namen matapos ang pagpipic dun and since maaga pa naman. We decided to go to MOA. Haha. actuali plano na namen to dati pa nung unang punta namen. Kya lan. Wala na xe kmeng money that time kya tinamad na. Haha. aun. First xempre nagcomfort room kme. Mukha kmeng busabos nun. Kakahiya. Pano ba nman. Wala kasing diretsong bus/ jeep to MOA from Coastal kya bumaba na lang kme sa heritage hotel and from there nilakad namen ang napakahabang highway papuntang MOA. Grabe un. Lkas pa ng hangin. Kamusta naman ang mga buhok namen db?! Hehe. Isipin moh. Nung nagstart pa lang kmeng maglakad. Anliit pa sa view namen nung MOA nyahaha. Aun. We ate at KFC. Tambay muna kme dun tpos we went to explore the mall. Hehe. Ankulet nga eh. We frequently found things na ang brand eh kapangalan ng friend ku. Like elena bus and bags, slippers, hats na meh tatak na ochie. Haha. tuwang tuwa kme eh. Then we went dun sa meh terrace overlooking Manila Bay. Gusto daw nilang makita un. Wahehe. Tapos nakita namen can oJ, James and Joel! Haha. sabi xe ni oJ susunduin nya ko. Eh sumabit na lang ung dalawa. Hehe. Xempre. Tuwang tuwa aku. Naun ku lang ule xa nkita since last month. Yihee! Pag kaharap ku nga barkda ku tpos nakatalikod clang tatlo. Talon aku ng talon eh. Hehe. Hai. Ansaya talaga grabe! Hehe. 630 na ata nun nung umalis kme galing dun. Hehe. Kahit nakakapagod. Saya pa rin!

Then nun nsa bus kme papuntang mrt. Aningay nila! Tawa nga ku ng tawa kahit di ku cla katabi eh. Nyaha. Then dun sa mrt. Grabe siksikan! Pano rush hour. Di aun. Ibang entrance ung nidaanan nmen lead by Joel. Nung una ako ung nasa likod nya xe hila2 ku can te jeni ptos lumipat aku sa likod xe ndun nga c oJ tpos pagpasok nmen sa mrt station. Siksikan. As in. super magdidikit tlaga kau. Tas chaka ku lan nrealize c te jeni nsa likod ni Jo nung pagpasok. Waaaa!!!!!!!!! (you know why) bad! Bat p kasi ako lumipat! Huhu..aun..we got safely naman there except for James who lost his ipod. How xad. Tsk! Meh humila daw ata. Saying naman. Kya for the whole ride sa mrt. They were devising an excuse na pwede nilang sbhin sa mama ni James. Xe naman nu. Super stricto un. Hehe. Then dun pla sa tren sa mrt. C ate jeni ung kaharap ni Joel. Waaaa! Nakakatwo points na xa ah. Wahehehe.

Then we went home.

Haha. anxaia nu!

Oh well..sana maulit muli…

Hahahaha…

I forgot to take pictures of me and him! Dahm!

Hmm….

Hanggang dito na muna ah..

MagaaraL pa ko for Law and IT finals…

Hai…

Matatapos na ang schoolyear!

Summer..here we come!


Kyotsuke!

Ohayou!
(hai. I missed those times when we greeted each other with that.)

Anyway, yesterday and today, I really have nothing to do. So sinasamantala ku na ang pag-uupdate ng journal ku. Haha. And during those times when I was just lying in bed for a long time (which I rarely do before yesterday), I thought of some things I was kinda determined(?!) to do or to change. I don’t know. Bigla na Lang xe ang nagswim sa utak ku. Haha.

These are:

>> CUT DOWN ON CARBS. Haha. Sellf-explanatory. Tumataba na aku. And I admit. Its hard to do because I grew up na malakas akong kumaen ng rice. 1 ulam. 2 rice. Damn. Gusto ku n xeng ibalik ung katawan ko nung highschool pa ako. Bakit ganun?! I thought na pagdating mo ng college mas lalo kang papayat xe you have to walk and walk and nagccommute ka pa. Peo hindi pala. You cant survive without eating kasi asahan mong mahihilo ka talaga unlike in highschool, I survived without eating Lunch. Ampf.

>> EXERCISE AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK. Unfortunately. Hindi ku alam kung bakit hindi ku xa magawa. Damn. Siguro dahil sa schedule. Napagicpicp ku rin na nakatulong din pla ung paggiging fitness club member ku dati. Bakit ba walang fitness club naun?! Haha. Gusto ku sanang magjogging man lan sa sportscenter kahit Saturday night or any night kaya lang wala akong kasama. Haha.

>> LIMIT MY UNLIMITED TEXTING. Because Globe is so great with its very good news of raising the cost of unlimited texting by more than 50%, I finally decided not to be a text addict anymore. Di na ko maxadong maguunli chaka if ever magttxt lan ako pag importante. I think I’m kinda fulfilling this one peo di ku pa maxadong fil. Haha. For one, nakaunli ako today and yesterday. But I think I can do this. (regards to Kimberly, sa kanya ku nakuha ang idea na to. Kailangan nya akong hawaan ng kanyang pagiging thrifty. Haha.)

>> DON’T GO OUT ON A NO-CLASS DAY. In my schedule, I have no classes on Monday and Thursday but I have classes on Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. Its been my habit to go out on a Monday xe nun lang xa halfday. But before I go out, I make sure na tapos na lahat ng pinapagawa sakin ni mama including my assignments. Lagi kasi sumusulpot sa utak ku na 18 na ko and I have to be responsible. Haha. Kaya Lang, I proved na nakakapagod xa. Because instead of taking advantage of a no-class Monday to rest, I’m not. So now, nagagawa ku naman xa. 2 weeks na akong di umaalis ng bahay. Yehey!

>> EAT SLOOOOWLY. Haha. Another one. I’m a fast eater. E di ba sabi nila you have to eat slowly so that the food will be fully digested and not turn into additional fats. Di pa rin aku sanay peo I’m doing it. Eh kasi pag masarap un food talagang mabilis ako kumain. Haha.

>> GET THAT PHONE! Haha. recently, I’ve lain my eyes on that Motoslvr L7. I don’t know why. Una xe, di ku trip dati ung Motorola. But I wanna try on a different phone naman and I found L7. haha. Pagtratrabahuhan ku yan. Ganyan kasi kami pinalaki. If we want something, we rarely ask our parents for it (unless its school stuff). Wais ang parents namin nu?! Haha. So this summer ‘07, I’m planning to apply for a summer job at a Korean School or at a call center. Sana lang talaga magawa ku xa. Magdalawang isip tuloy ako if I’m gonna go with my grandparents to San Diego this summer also to visit our relatives. Damn. Hm….

>> DON’T BE LAZY ON SCHOOLWORK. Fortunately, sometimes lang nangyayare un instances na yan. Haha. e xe pag aku talaga tinamaan ng katamaran. Ket anung batok mu sken, di ku talaga gagawin kung anu man un. Haha. so xempre. Natatakot din kau pag ngyare un. Haha. Ejo nappressure na nga ako eh sa schoolwork eh. Hai. I have to maintain ung standard na nagawa ku last sem xe pag nde, pagdadaanan ku n naman lahat yan sa summer. Eh auco na nu. Tama na ung isang round lang. Haha.

>> SLEEP ON TIME. Bakit ku pa xa nisulat eh mukhang di ku naman magagawa. Xe pramis sa sobrang dme ng gagawin, maaga n ang 10:30 pag natulog ka. Well, I can manage. Ang bedtime ku n nga eh 11pm. Haha. Buti na lang at di na ko sinasabihan ng parents ku na matulog na ko. Haha. They don’t care basta alam nila na alam ko ung ginagawa ko. Haha.

>> LIELOW ON TSONG. Tsong kasi ang tawagan namin (kasi tawag nya un sa lhat ng friends nya. peo minsan an tawagan namin eh cha-chan at joel-kun). Haha. Dati hindi ko to magawa. Naun wala na akong choice. Haha. Bumalik na xa sa sun and I’m still on globe. So no way talaga para magtxt2 pa kme. Advantageous. Haha. Minsan nga inicp qng maglod ule sa sun eh. Kaya lan tipid mode. Haha. and I’m still resisting that temptation. End.


CT! haha. time out muna ku..wala na ren akong maicp na gagawin ku eh… haha..

One of my friends just texted me and shared with me a poem she just finished about her ex…

I’m betting that I’m gonna see a lot of this on friendster in the next days.

Here it is…


Letting go of someone I love is so hard
Coz I’m not prepared for that
The feeling is more than of breaking heart
And I think of quitting because of too much hurt.

But in spite of pain, wounds and tears that I have
In spite of the agony of letting go the love
I do still hope that he will come back
And trying to do my part

Yet, its not a fruitful endeavor
It simply ruins my behavior
Love lets me feel that its excruciating
And makes me keep on crying

Suddenly I realize, I’m just too emotional
And they let me understand
Its not the end, not yet final
They inspire me to go on, to move on
And that made them my wonderful inspirations

There’s a time for everything, a reason for everything
Now it’s the time to stand from falling
Its time to surrender all the pains I felt
But the love I have will take much time to melt

Now, knowing that he’s contented and genial
With his close friends or with someone else
In spite of pain, I will feel the same way
Seeing him happy will bring smile to me

We are destined for someone in the right time and place
Eventually you’ll find true love that you will be at craze
True love waits and love is patient
And love… love is sacrifice.



aun. Share Lan. Hehe. Its been two hours already and I’m gonna eat my brunch.

Itadakimasu!

Kyotsuke!

HAPPY HEARTS DAY EVERYONE!

Haha. With my super busy schedule, I finally had time to update my journal. So what’s up?! Its valentine’s day! And I’m stuck at home. Right. I deserve it. This past few weeks are so tough. Damn. I was awake almost every night reviewing for quizzes that was supposed to be for the next day then was cancelled because our professor didn’t turn up! Grrrr! So now, I have the whole Wednesday and Thursday to sleep! Haha. (thankfully I didn’t schedule anything for today which was supposed to be my original plan)

Anyway. What happened to me? Haha. What a question.

Well, ages ago, we finally received the results for our departmental exam in accounting, Law and IT. In accounting, fortunately, I was second in our class to get the highest. Then also in Law, I was second and surprisingly was also included as one of the top notchers in our batch. I was fifteenth. It was hard to believe really because after I took the Law exam, my head was really aching bad. Anyway, of course. I was very thankful. Haha. it took 4 semesters before I got my wish to see my name on the bulletin board on the fifth floor. ;p In IT, I did ok. At least I passed. My friend, kimmy, was the highest in our class on that exam. Nice.

Anyway, since December up to now, two of my friends broke up with their boyfriends. One was before Christmas and the other was before valentines day. Woah. What’s happening. Epidemic?! Haha. jowk. They were frequently mocking me that I am gonna be the next. Haha. well, if ever that’ll happen. I think it’ll be later not sooner. Haha. got it?! Well, we’re getting along real fine. Fewer fights I guess. Happier also. A lot has changed between us. And that helped our relationship. Nice. Haha. love life. And I’m stuck at home on this day. Ampf!

Anyway. I missed my high school friends! Haha. We went to St. Scho last Friday to hopefully watch their variety show but then bad luck struck us because we weren’t able to get inside. No tickets. Sold out. Damn! Tickets aren’t’ supposed to be sold out on those kind of occasions! Redone was really angry. I was super disappointed. End of story. We just strolled on the dark Marikina Heights streets with me remembering the kulto near the school. Ampf!

Mariz, Xela, Mean, Redone…see you on Pau’s debut! (I still haven’t got a dress)

He went back to sun…I’m still a globe subscriber…I will be a globe subscriber…

I like avril…. ;p


Kyotsuke!

Constantly
MYMP

I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
The feeling just kept on shining through
Haven't known you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too much too strong

Could this be love
Deep down inside
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart

[Chorus:]
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you

Why do I feel this way
When I know you have someone
That you're seeing each and every day
Should I play this game
Of just being your friend
When I know that's not where I want it to end

How could this be wrong
When the feeling's so strong
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart

[Chorus:] [2x]
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you

No I don't want to start no trouble
Between you and I and your lover
But I must tell you what I'm going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes



Ohayou! Kakagising ku Lan. Haha. Wla Lan.

I thought I’d make this entry of mine a bit different.

Waa! It’s the perfect song. Haha. Lam nyu nman kung for whom yan, db?! Haha. Theme song ku sa kanya. And I’ll tell you why…

I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
The feeling just kept on shining through
Haven't known you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too much too strong

Ok. The first stanza. Haha. Kahit anung cover-up an gawin ku, I admit meh feelings aku sa knya….dte…well. lets say na ejo nagsubside na naun kesa dati. Kasi nga naglilielow na ako sa kanya and its working fairly well. Haha. Then. Nitong 2006 Lan kme nging close although last year eh kilala ku n xa pero ni nde kme nagppncnan dte. Aun. July kme nging close tpos prang ngugustuhan ku n xa around august. Haha. Blis nu?! Eh ikaw ba nman. Ilagay na sa hrap mu un guy na mukhang anime n mgaling p maggitara na wlang bisyo and definitely God-fearing. O db?! San kp?! Hehe.


Could this be love
Deep down inside
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart

I didn’t know at first kung love nb tlga un or crush lan?! Hehe. But as the days pass by. Feel ku crush un. Tpos days passed by pa ule. Hehe.. feel ku gsto ku Lan xang mging friend. Tipong friends forever. Hehe. So confusing nu?!


Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you

Obviously. Haha.


Why do I feel this way
When I know you have someone
That you're seeing each and every day
Should I play this game
Of just being your friend
When I know that's not where I want it to end

First three lines muna. Haha. Jan. 10, 2007. my brother and I were walking around the tiangge in ilog. He was gonna buy sneakers. So anyway, andun ako naglalakad at katext rin xa. Coz meh cnsbe xa na problem nila. Tradition something. Aun. He was whining about it for one moment then the next message I received was “Tsong! I cant beliv dis kame na! Waaa!” I was like woah. Slow down. Mahina kalaban. It took a while for me to absorb it coz xempre problem nila un nasa icp ku. Aun. Sila n nga. He’s officially our son-in-law. Kasi anak nmen un gf nya. haha. Hainco. Nakakadalwa na si redone. Hehe. Pde ng matchmaker. Harhar.
Un Last three lines nman. Eto Lan yta uun di totoo for me sa kantang ito. I never thought na maging kme. Haha. Kasi di tlga pde. Haha. Like I said before. I don’t wanna go further. I’m happy with where I am. Haha.
No I don't want to start no trouble
Between you and I and your lover
But I must tell you what I'm going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes

That’s what I’m doing. Malay mo ayaw nun girl na mxado xang close sa ibang girls. Even if I’m their okaasan. Lielow technique. Haha. Advantageous din ito for me to move on. Haha. Anhirap ytang magsmile on the outside pero deep inside there’s an angry tiger roaring. Haha. Jowk lan. Exag nman ata un. Hehe. But you get the point. But xmpre. Mhirap din alisin na pag njan xa. Di aku mapakali. I can’t even look at him in the eyes anymore. Dahm. Very few instances nlan un gnun. Haha. Aun.



I’ve shared my feelings. Wla lan. Hek. Magaaral na ko. Super hectic sked naun. Haha.

Kyotsuke!!

Konnichiwa!

Hahah. Don’t know why I’m writing an entry all of a sudden. I’ve just finished my science report and was going to email it to my classmate when here I am, writing again. Hahah. Bawi siguro xe its been a long time since I last wrote. Excepting yesterday of course.

(toinkz! Someone from a catering service just called me asking me if I’m the one who’s going to be married?! Huh?!)

Anyway. I feel so light today. Well. Since yesterday pa actually. Haha. And for the first time in here. I’m gonna write about my special someone. Haha. Hindi si Joel. Haha. Yun song pa eh theme song namen. Remember me this way. Hehe.

Anyway. Meh reason kung bakit naun ku Lan xa nisulat dito. I was super confused about my feelings for him this past MONTHS. I even thought of finishing whatever was between us. But I didn’t have the guts to do it. Super confused talaga ku tpos we were fighting almost every other day. Dahm. There were times na hindi aku nagloload sa sun para di ku xa makausap at para di halata na ayaw ku rin xang kausapin. Grabe nu?! That time xe, hindi ku na nafefeel un Luv nya for me. Tipong Lagi xang busy tpos pag maguusap kme, sounds Like palaging walang gana. Nung una, xa Lan. Tpos aku, nawalan na ren ng gana. Hai!

Nisabe ku Lhat ‘to sa kanya. Kasi kailangan ku n ren iLabas. Aun. We got time to think about it. And he said he’d change. I wasn’t really counting on it the first time I heard it coz nagsabi na rin xa ng gnyan ages ago peo wla rin ngyre nun. So ako, bhaLa na. I made up my mind. If he’ll not keep his promise, it’s the end. But then. On the last days of December 2006, I can see his improvement. I was kinda surprised coz I didn’t really expect any of it. Then tuloi tuloi n un. And I’m constantly observing his movements. Unbelievable. Haha. Sana hindi to panaginip. Ahehe. Aun. Kaya I’m feeling happy.

I admit. I’ve never been this happier in almost 2 years. Haha. And here’s why. Both of us have stuffed doggies. We named them CLOUD and SKY. Haha. Mas matanda c cloud. Ansarap ng parang meh baby kau db?! Haha. That’s right. Cloud’s our first. C skY nman, ampon. Haha. Wla lan. Anqt xe eh. Chka pra meh kalaro c cloud. Ahihi. Answeet talaga! Haha.

Sometime naman, papakilala ku c sky at cloud kai tifa. Ahihi!

That’s all!

Kyotsuke!!

first of all..i wanne greet you guys MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hahaha. super late nq. niaalikabukan n nga daw tong Lj ku weh. haha.

haii. d ku aLam kun baket di man Lan aku nkpag-oL nitong xmas break. hai. bcbchan tLga ku. ahehe. anyway. msaya nman an aking xmas at new year.

XMAS. although halos klahati n ng angkan nmen an nagmigrate sa ibat ibang parte ng earth, masaya p rin nman an xmas party sa side ng aking inai. haha. ok Lan ket kainan, inuman at quentuhan Lan an ngyre. aun. nun ku Lan dn nLman na pag 18 kn eh Legal k ng uminom sa hrap ng elders at ng magulang m. well. wlang mggwa magulang moh xe pnayagan kn ng elders ng angkan. kya pla hinihila ako ng mga young tito's at tita's ku. mga line of 20's p lan an age nila. haha. eh aku nman nun una eh auq p bka xe pgalitan aku. hahah. peo di nman pla. nice. hehe. new recruit n kme ni 'to renzie sa barkada! ahe. we drank red horse. at least mas gusto q un kesa san mig light. yuck. ampait. haha.aun. inabot kme ng umaga. grbe. gn2 pla pag legal kn. wahaha.

isa lan an d msya. mhina an kita naung pasko. wahah. jowk!


(POST) NEW YEAR. khapon Lan. nibangga un car nmen ng kotseng walang driver. gleng nu?! haha. setting aside the fact na wasak un kotse nmen, nakakagulat na mlaman na wlang kinucurse c papa dun sa kbilang kotse. amblis umatras nun kotse ppunta smen. un pla wlang driver. nice one. gnda ng start ng year nmen! hehe. aun. it turned out that automatic un car then iniwan nun may ari na open un makina. tas eh meh problem daw sa pagpaark kya gnun. eh pababa pa nman un place dun. kya aun. anyway. we're all ok. kinabahan nga lan un meh kslanan xe bglang nagpadala ng tanod an lolo ku. wahe.

eto lan pu an quento ku.
xna naging msaya an year 2007 nyu!
mwahmwah!


(nd2 ku sa netopia at naghihintay. nagpapalipas ng oras. haiii)

napanod ku na un HP5 trailer....waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! ganda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Kyotsuke!

Peyton once said,


“There’s nothing wrong with believing in fairy tales…because in the end, we all live happily ever after…”

However she forgot one important detail…

Not everyone we fall in love with , means, it’s a ‘happily ever after’ story…

Most of the time…its just…


‘Once upon a time…’


Ouch. Tagos sakin un ah. Hai. Hopefully…sana…probably…eto na un huli kong entry about sa kanya (you know naman kung sino). Wanna move on na. Ayoko nang magkacrush sa kanya. Lagi na lang akong tulala. Tsk. Iba talaga ku magkacrush. Talo pa sa bf ku. Hai. (wallpaper ku un pic nmen sa cp ku.. anyway..)

Hai. Ayoko ng ganito. I just wanna be friends with him na lang. Ayoko un tipong dumating un time na ilang na ko sa kanya dahil sa lecheng crush na to. Waaahhh! I gotta stick with what I said na I don’t wanna go further. Chaka duh…meron na xang priority. I just wanna be happy for both of them. Bagay naman weh. Haha. Chaka ako din ung meh kagagawan kung bkt sila nagkakilala. Well. Isa sa mga meh kagagawan. Haha.

Aun. Pansin ku Lan this past few days, tulala akoh! Waaahhhhh! I gotta stop this. Ejo nagiging wala na nga lan sken this past few days ule xe di na xa nagttxt. Xe nga db?! Lam ku na daw un, he told me one night. Pcnxa daw kung di nya na ku nttxt maxadu. But a while ago. He greeted me ‘ohayo!’ then about past lunchtime, we texted a bit about sa date nila kahapon. Haha. Gudlak naman sayo cha. Pero parang wala lang. Siguro nagiging ok na sken. I mean. Di na umeepekto un pagkakaron ku ng crushie sa kanya. Basta di lan xa mawala as one of my friends, I’m satisfied.

(imaginin nyu na lan na sa shoulders ku eh meh 2 maliliit na cha. 1 bad at 1 good. Aheheh.)

BAD_CHA: Hahaha! Talaga Lan ah?!

GOOD_CHA: Oo. I’ll stick with what I said although aaminin ku ejo mahirap lalo na’t napatunayan ku na ejo ilang na ko sa kanya nung nagkita kme kanina sa gateway.

BAD_CHA: Kita mu nah! Come on. You can’t resist a guy with a guitar in his hands.

GOOD_CHA: No. kahit na. Kung ang kapalit ng pagkakaron ku ng crush sa kanya eh pagkailang ko sa kanya. No thanks. Mas gusto ku pang comfortable ako with him as friends. O db?! Mas masaya un! Haha.

BAD_CHA: cge. Bahala kah. Pustahan! Tingnan na lang kung anu mangyayare. Bwahahahahaha! * taas kamay *

(end of play…hahah…)

hai…wla lan…natripan ku lan xe gumawa nun nasa taas…haha… entertainment…para di naman maxadong seryoso…ahehe…

*shet! GITARA un song* ---yan un gusto kong makita na ginigitara nya!!!!!!!!!!!! n_n

Anyway. Aun. Ayan. Nawala na ko. Un kanta xe weh. Hm. Speaking of, he told me na tuturuan nya ku ng gitara pag pwde. Ampf. Wag na kaya ku umasa. Haha. As if naman. But I’m happy he offered. Hehe.

Tapos naalala ku pa nung night ng debut ku. Pagkababa nila sa taxi (I was on the terrace) at nakita niya ku. Sumigaw ba naman ng “pwde mangharana?!” hahaha. Wala lan. Alam nyu na kung anu chura ku nun. Buti na lang madilim nun. Haha.

Isa pa. Di na kme maxado nagttxt. I mean di katulad nun dati. Dami naming napapagusapan about anime. Haha. Well, meh kausap na xe xa about dun eh. Hehe. Nagselos ka na naman cha. Haha. Jowk.

Tapos. One proof na kaya kong magmuv on on him. Tanong xa xkn kung anu ba daw ibig sbhin pag ung girl eh nagsabi xau ng ‘I like you’. eh di nisabi ku na…basta… nkalimutan ku na un nisabi ku…haha…its sumthing like this…

’siguro un girl, comfortable xa to be with you, gusto ka nyang makasama, makausap, maging friend pero not necessarily na meh gusto rin xa xau…peo if you’re expecting her “I luv you’…one step closer ka na…’

and wala kong naramdaman nun mga time n un…whaha! Achievement! O db?! Kya ku nga magmove on…wahehehe…parang nagbigay lan aku ng advice for him. Ahihi. Nice! Chaka naalala ku un nisabi nya na sabi daw nun girl na masaya un girl pag nkkausap xa, nwwla daw mga problems nung girl at nag-oonlyn lan un girl pra mkachat xa…wahehehehehe…haiiiiiiiiiiii……….

Memories. Hak. What am I talking about?! What memories?! Hm. Niaantok Lan aku siguro. Waheheh.

Lang kwenta ng entry ku. Haha. Part ba ‘to ng pagiwas ko na mafol pa sa kanya?! Infairnesh, nde straightforward un entry ku naun. Di tulad dati. Hekhek. Buko agad.

I started this entry with a quote by burd and I’ll end this with a quote, again from burd.

Ever had the feeling?

You attempt and fight hard

to take someone off your mind

and off your life!

But each time you are in that person’s presence,

You just can’t help but fall…



Kyotsuke!!

Lubos2in ku na an pagttyp bago pa dumating un bagyong Reming at mwalan n nman ng kuryente.

It’s the week after my memorable 18th bday party and we have no classes. Dahm. It’s a Thursday and I really don’t have classes on Thursdays. Toinkz! Its always like that. Anyway, I so loved this week, mkkapagphinga ren! Hahaha! Although may moments this past few days na bigla na lang akong nahihilo ng sobra for a few minutes or so for no reasons at all. I told oJ about this tas sbe nya naun ku raw nararamdaman un pagod ku last week. Kasi naman nu, napaka stressful magorganize ng debut. Ahehe. Dapat pla nag-HK n lang kme. Ahehe. Anyway, its worth it talaga! Lalo n un masarap na fud at un 17th rose ku na naging 18th unexpectedly. Haha. Sumobra kasi ng 1.

Anyway, nothing really happened. Tuesday’s my true birthday. I met up with redone, janel, oJ and james sa gateway and treated them to burgers. I promised xe eh. Then nung pauwe na, we were mocking and teasing tsong kasi nagabsent xa, di tuloi xa nakasama smen and ksama nmen un luvs nya. Hahaha.

Yesterday, Wednesday, topz (un kda ku sa PUP) went to SM centerpoint. Ilibre ku daw cla. Ahehe. Unfortunately, nkauniform kme nun so that means HEELS! Dahm. We were only strolling for 2 hours peo at 4pm sumasket na mga paa nmen. So we decided to go home na. I wanna go with ate vanj and Madel na magjip nlang peo mai usapan pla kme ni bunsoi na sbay uuwe tpos kkita nln kme sa platform ng v.mapa. aun. I waited for 30 mins dun ha. Ayaw pa ata nyang ihatid ung girl n ksma nya. Buti di aku pinaals nun guard. Hehe. We chatted all the way home. Sbay kme sa Lrt pati sa FX pauwe. Daldal din pla nun. Cguro iniicp nun na dapat di nlang kme nagsabay xe pag ksma nya ku, di xa nkakatulog. Dinadaldal ku xa. Aheheh. Tpos nun pababa n ku, xe xa ung nsa mai door, di xa bumaba. So parang ako, ankitid nun dadaanan ku. Daia!

Then I went home na. Aga rin aq slip khpon xe anxkt n nung ulo ku. I didn’t even wait for oJ’s call. Xe nman nu. 2mtwag xa mga 11pm nah. Eh antok nq. So I just texted him na slip nq.

Kyotsuke!!

Hai grbe...its been a tough week…Lalan…but it definitely had a super great and yummy pay off! Haha! Nagdebut na ko! Wahah! Pero honestly, di ku pa fil na 18 na koh…sa bagai…d pa koh nagbbday…haha1 3 days early an party ku…whaha!

Nwei…super saya talaga! Ket may mga dumating na late…ksama n un 2 emcees ku…it all went fine…saia p nga weh! Hahahaha…tama nga un pagpili ku ng party instead of money…once in a lifetime lan un debut weh…hekhek…

Nun start ng party…ejo may mga problems…ayaw magplay nun sounds ng 18 roses ku…so prang ako nikakabahan na xe duh…pinakaaabangan ku na part un…so nwei.. nsolve nman un prob…tpos…change of program den…ejo nptgal un start kya nipakaen muna un mga guests…I don’t know exactly kung ilan un dumating peo nagkasya nman xa…I had doubts na ka2sya un 150 estimated na guests nmen…peo 120-130 lan nman ata un dumating kya its fine…

Then start n nga…tpos na kumaen un mga people…aq walang gana…haha…pti cna cake…ntetense…haha..torch parade muna…ejo masikip un daan…kita nyu pa un size ng escort ku…haha…jowk…den dpat multimedia muna bago un mga 18 chuva e nagkaprob…nagsleep daw un comp…tas ayaw gumicng…e di 18 treasures muna… qt un aso n nibigay ni donski…ganda nun mug na bigay ni pau2…c ang sabit lan peo cute din un baboy…at binigyan aq ng sunblock ni mariz…hehe…ntawa aku dun eh…y do I need a sunblock?! Peo grateful din nman aq xmpre…c xela cute nun earrings…hehe…c jevic manga ng Tokyo Babylon! Woah…my very first manga…haha…c kim…qtie nun bag na guitar…I super liked it…c chris nman…goody bag nya! Nakakatuwa…haha…ganda nun laman…

18 candles nman…hehe…super nakaktuwa c gerlo…ganda ng speech nya! Natuwa nga si mama eh…whaha! Tpos un mga kulasa…I oh so missed them! Cna boss Margie, burd, meggie, rachelle…haha! Aun…how xad nga c krista nde nakarating weh…cna kimi at gerlo nga bte nakarating weh…ahihi! M so happy!

Tpos multimedia nah…kala ku msasayang ung nigawa ni donski eh…peo aus nman… bwahaha!

Then…un pinakahihintay ku! 18 roses! Este…19 pla..sumobra ng 1...hekhek…c papa… xempre first dans…c dadi…nagrereklamo…antgal daw xe…pgod n xa…hehe…c myki… xa lan un pinaikot aku…hiyawan un mga tao nun eh…tas un mga ninong ku…c tito francis game n game sumayaw eh…haha…tas can tito phil, tito louie…c papot namumutla…haha…c tito renzie…antigas nman dw ng ktawn…un sumunod c ige na pagkalambot2 ng ktwan…sunod c bunsoi…c james…hehe..tangkad! peo graceful dancer xa ah…talo nga ku weh…d aq mrunong sumayaw…hehe…den c tsong…alangya…bte nde nagreact cna burd xe cnbe ku sa knila…abangan nila un 17th dance ku…xa un super perfect dude in my eyes…aun…sinesenyasan ku nga c kim na mmya na twagin un next… pra mtgal…hahaha! Den c oJ na…my last dance…di kme mkapgsayaw mbte xe andame nagpipicture smen..cna meggie, redone, cna tsong…wahehe…

Aun…after nman nun party eh owkhei p ren…xempre…picture picture…adik kme sa picture..hahaha! tas sayawan…peo kme2 nln un nla mean, kim, chris, oreo at yen… hahaha! If I rememer it correctly…cnyawan ku pa c james nun…xiet! Ngging wild tlga ku pag mai sayaw…hahah!

And that ends my fairytale 18th bday…all thanks to
>>Mama and papa
>>mami and dadi, for the cake
>>tati and pa2 edwin and those who helped in the cooking
>>plaza del sol resort c/o kuya ding
>>kim and chris, my 2 emcees
>>redone, for the movie
>>and all those who attended and participated in my special night (lalo n un mga malalayo p un uuwian, mga bulacenos)


I THANK YOU GUYZ!
* my most juicy-licious hugs and kisses *


Kyotsuke!!